Day 9 - A Letter To Someone You Wish You Could Meet
LADY GAGA. I promise you now, Gaga, if I have met you I will sob. Or pass out. Or puke. Or just die right there.
You are my idol. Not only cause your music is AHH-MAZING but you stand up for your ethics and even though our voices aren’t heard, you shout for the under dogs. It’s the most beautiful thing in the world.
Sure I or someone else can voice our opinions about what we know is right in our hearts but they wouldn’t get even NEAR as loud as yours is. Your voice is heard.
David. Let me start off by saying that i have zero respect for cheaters. If you didn’t like the relationship, you should have just left. But no, you decided to go out and make me feel completely meaningless.
But it’s ok. You know why? Because I’m stronger. I’m stronger than letting another asshole getting my down for too long. I’ll admit.. it’s taken quite a while considering you were my first.
I gave you something special, David. Something I can only give once and never get back and you tossed it away like it meant less than trash to you. I regret it with everything in me but I can’t change the past. (I would in a heartbeat if I could) I will never let someone treat me the way you did again.
In a way I’m glad we dated. You gave me the perfect example of a bad boyfriend. I will learn from my mistake and grow from my heartbreak.
Now I don’t care what you do with this letter.. It’s only purpose is letting you know EXACTLY where we stand.
I don’t know what’s going on in your life. whether it’s good or bad. But I will honestly tell you that if you think nothing could possibly go wrong, it will. And if you think that things will never get better, it will.
Life is full of highs and lows and you’re going to experience your fair share of both. This isn’t a romantic comedy. Not everything will always happen the way everyone wants it to.
At times your life will suck. At times you’ll think you’re the happiest person in the world.
I know this all seems so morbid but you HAVE to remember. It is up to YOU to pick yourself up after you fall down. Bad things happen to everyone.
I know you will look at people and think, “Wow, they’re so lucky to always be happy.” Well I can tell you now that they aren’t always happy. They just manage to always pick themselves up. You don’t know if they don’t fall asleep crying.
Just remember, nothing is permanent. Just remember to be strong.
Daniel, I love you so much. I know you’d do anything for me as long as I stay out of trouble and keep my grades up. :p
You can really piss me off and I know I can do the same to you and we’ll fight like every other sibiling pair but at least, at the end of the day, we still love each other.
Please try to relax when it comes to me and my behavior choices. I understand that you don’t want me to make the same bad choices as you that lead to bigger things but I have my head on straight! I’m not going to do anything that stupid. School is too important to me.
Just please stop trying to be my 3rd parent, okay?